I walked out of the party late
the night congealing on the strands of
waxy smoke weaving the streets together
drifting from the fireworks,
no more revolutionary gunpowder exploding in our streets
only the multicolor sparks, fizzling into nothing on the thick air.
dead are the revolutionaries, our founding fathers,
dead are the white men who did not envision
leaving me and my sisters, siblings
small and confused,
like mice we wander the streets with the hollow fireworks in our ears, sparks in our eyes, fizzling out.
The revolution is dead,
the revolution is dead,
burnt out, its ashes snowing on our manicured lawns,
the shroud of smoke blinding us.
We have small dreams, like
bathrooms not labeled “men” and “women”.
We dream of being able to piss when we go out in public;
of being called by the right name every time,
and even these dreams seem unlikely in the cynical haze.
The politicians light fireworks to celebrate post-racial
America
America the free
the bountiful the five vacant homes per homeless person, America
the anti-homeless spikes on our streets America
and we light fireworks to burn off our gaseous hopelessness
for one night.
For one night –
The sky is lit ablaze with sparks,
and we can see, vaguely, in their reflections, in the afterimage
our own burning mirage of America the free,
the otherverse, liberé America
In which the downtrodden fly on the voices of the powerful,
In which nobody is too afraid of rape to walk alone at night,
In which the wage-gap has long since been ground to dust,
In which our state is not a corpocracy.
The free America!
Liberated America!
One night a year we taste it,
The America that could have been –
America,
The dream unrealized.